02/11/2024
yipppieee

been taking a break from coding due to depression, i'll be ok!!!

on a nicer note, i've fiiiinally started trying to be social again... the selfship community is really welcoming and nice (as long as you don't hesitate to block people you dislike LMAO but that's true of any community)... also been getting back into Kingdom Hearts, maybe once things get better in my life i'll treat myself to the games? i've got a lot to handle and worry about right now, but it would be nice to play them when i get the chance.

song of the day:
Bandages - Hot Hot Heat

21/10/2024
oogh aghh

just finished all the current main story quests in Honkai Star Rail...

falling to my knees sobbing in the streets of Penacony,, i only wanted to get into this game for Sunday and now i have endured emotional torment beyond words!!!!

song of the day:
PUSH UR T3MPRR - femtanyl

14/10/2024
interesting...

every time i like a male character i give them a complex relationship with femininity... hmm...

i wonder why i do this? is it because of my complex relationship with femininity? is it because i feel i can connect better with the characters when i project that onto them, or is it because i see those themes in characters due to my own life experience? could it be because i find feminine characters attractive (regardless of gender) and feel a need to add that aspect to the more masculine characters i find attractive?? fascinating

song of the day:
P3T - femtanyl

10/10/2024
first blog post!

hiiii!! not much to say today, just checking if my code is working; and luckily, it is!!!! :3

in the future i'll be using this blog page for random posts, rambles, whatever! i just wanted somewhere nice to store my thoughts, like a... public diary? i guess? anywaysssss check back in the future for more posts!! yipppie!

song of the day:
KATAMARI - femtanyl